Life of extremes

This is our life…a life of extremes.  It is the travel back and forth between two realities of life in the states and Haiti: extreme.   The weather…rainy season/dry season; extreme.  Living in isolation when there is no team to a house full of people; extreme.  This life we live is full of extremes. 

Yesterday as we drove home from Canaan, it occurred to me that as we’ve come to know more about the culture of not only Haiti, but also the small community we are serving  in Canaan, there is this love/hate relationship; extreme. 

Why is it we love this place so much and hate it at the same time?  There are times, sometimes weeks at a time where we just live it and there are others it is overwhelming.  Yesterday was one of those overwhelming extreme days.

While we ran two days of medical clinic and saw close to 100 people, extremes were evident.  

One of the most committed teachers in the school in Canaan, one who gave and gave last year with little to no pay came to our clinic with two abscesses on his face.  Not sure he had a clue how serious this could have been had it been left untreated.  Our Nurse Practitioner was able to partially treat it the first day of clinic, then he was to return the second day for further treatment.   When he returned for the second treatment however, he had healed tremendously overnight and only needed antibiotics.  To see his face light up when he returned after finally getting a full night sleep (apparently it had been weeks of pain and sleep loss) and looked in the mirror to see the difference the second day, was awesome!  Half the clinic was cheering for him!

We then turned to a young lady who had been in the clinic the first day with concern for the baby she was carrying.  She was supposedly 6 months into her pregnancy but hadn’t grown in quite a while and hadn’t been feeling the baby move.  After further examination the second day, we had to let her know her baby was no longer developing and was not viable.  About 6 of us gathered around her to pray for her and encourage her.  What words can encourage a mother who has just learned she lost her baby? 

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As I have written about Nadege in the past, her condition continues.  She has yet another infection.  We treat her infection and try our best to educate her on little practical things she can do to prevent infection.  The problem is the little practical things are little practical things for us; for her, difficult.  We’re hopeful she can make the changes and that they will actually work.  It’s not just her illness though; it’s Jenny and Ricardo too.  They have scabies and intestinal worms which means more treatment for her to oversee.  Treatment that is hard.  Hard washing Jenny to make sure the medicine works.  Hard washing the clothes and bedding in hot water.  Not hard for us, but hard for her. 

An elderly man came to us with several problems, but the worst was the anxiety he was dealing with over his ailments.  We have the privilege of treating medically, but more importantly, he was encouraged and prayed for.  He left a different person.  A person filled with peace.

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A 14 year old girl came in with some issues in her chest.  After several questions to get to the bottom of why her chest was hurting, it was discovered there is no medication for the worst of her problems.  She is a child slave, in Haiti known as a restevak.  We’ve heard many stories of children who have been in this type of situation in their past when they come to one of the homes, but this was a new one for us.  She is living it NOW.  Every day, she is forced to lift bags of concrete and work for her uncle and aunt.  We won’t turn our heads.  We will look to God to provide her a way out. 

We treated almost 100 people.  We educated.  We gave people some peace in the simple fact of knowing what or why they were feeling the way they were.  We treated medically.  We prayed with many.   We provided Bibles to some (  Nadege only had a New Testament Bible to read and study from, now she has the entire Bible.  She had more joy over that than any of the medical conditions she and her children were treated for!)  What an amazing day in Haiti.  Love/Hate.

EXTREME

This is the life of extremes we live.  This is some of the love/hate relationship we have with Haiti.  We hate what we learn sometimes.  We hate what we hear and see sometimes.  But we love more that God has us here and allows us to be part of HIM changing lives. 

Newspaper article

the following was in the Sentinel ...

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House progress

With the beginning of March came the launching of the AWAKENHAITI blog!  for all AWAKENHAITI trip updates and pictures please visit www.awakenhaitiawarenessactionhope.blogspot.com
There are updated pictures of home #1 in the housing project in Canaan there.  Team March will be arriving on Saturday.   Check out what they will be doing!

Kylies Prayer

Fear

In January, a friend of ours, Kristin came on a trip with AWAKENHAITI after months and months of preparation.  Actually, if I recall correctly, she had been considering a trip to Haiti for much longer, but something held her back.  After her trip to Haiti, her husband wrote the following article concerning some of their emotions leading up to the trip.  Surprisingly, he mentioned Jeff and I in his article.  I am sharing the article because it does represent the decision we made to move to Haiti and it stillrepresents a lot of what I deal with on a regular basis.  It stands for experiencing things we couldn't if we allowed fear to hold us back. 
Our decision to move to Haiti was full of fear, but I have had to face many more fears since moving here.  Everytime I get in the car alone (by alone, I mean me and the kids), I face the fear of something happening to them after hearing reports of foreigners being the target of robbery and shooting and child kipnappings.  Everytime I go to the store, I have a tinge of uneasiness simply due to language barrier...some days I'd rather avoid it and not even try to use my knowledge of the language which in doing so, could help me learn it more.   When I make a home visit in Canaan, I fear not having the right words.  I fear my children are not getting the best education.  I fear they will be deprived in some way because it is very rare they have other English speaking children to spend time with.  Some days I'd rather run back to the states where things are familiar, culture is familiar.  For me, I couldn't face these fears without the promise God has made to carry us in times of trouble.  Facing our fears strengthens us and gives us opportunity to experience things we wouldn't otherwise and it strengthens our faith in God if we allow him to carry us.

The following is an article written by Matt Tuckey 
Y Thoughts: Healthy Fear

Thank you Kristin for facing your fears and for taking a chance on what God is doing in Haiti and thank you Matt for sharing the strength this has brought!

Nadege

I haven't written on the blog about it because I can't even make sense of it. I haven’t been able to journal about it either which is sometimes how I process difficult things, like if I put it on paper, it’s more real…avoid is easier. Nadege is sick and the prognosis isn't good, she could have difficulties for a long time, it will be long and drawn out. She has muscle deterioration from possibly a slipped disc and years of a pinched nerve. Something so easy to fix with surgery in the states. The problem doesn’t stop with the pinched nerve; she now has limited mobility in her leg. It is affected her bladder and she is experiencing difficulties from it and it will most likely continue to deteriorate down through the rest of the lower half of her body. Nadege’s 15 year old son, Ricardo, is a big help to her in taking care of things around the house and in watching over little Jenny. So, my struggle is; what is to become of them as Nadege’s condition worsens? What kind of help and care will Nadege have? Who is going to care for Jenny? Ricardo doesn’t go to school but should. What 15 year old living in poverty with nothing to do most of the day is going to head down a good path?


These stories go on and on. There are so many people struggling in so many different ways. Food is easy. Education is easy. It’s easy to send money to support the two. But, after having walked with a family for almost a year and a half then realizing there is nothing tangible or easy about their situation, all I can do is be like Moses. Despite my insecurities, my shortcoming, my questions all I can do is offer myself as Moses did. Pray for her, for them and walk with the Holy Spirit as he guides me into and through this with them.

The crazy and surprising part of the whole situation is Nadege’s spirit in it all. She continues to love and praise God. She continues to smile and to be completely loving. Please lift this family up in prayer. She just needs people to walk this journey with her.